A Letter To My Brother

Whats up big bro ,What it do lil man since im a only child i never got the chance to show you whats in my hand. Never got the chance to jock your style and steal your hats or tell you no when you ask to hold my caps. Never got to visit you when you went to college or call you make sure you cool and to drop some knowledge. No advice on how to talk to girls or telling you to open there doors cause that will rock there world. Will never get to hold your new car or give the keys for so you can stunt for a night. When its a problem I always know I could call on you and when problems come to you I'd be right by you. Can't celebrate with you on ya big 25 or when you turn 21 I'll have you in onyx saying this shit is to live. When my world gets to crazy give me some brotherly advice or when things get bad I'll show you some brotherly love. Never get to hold your first nephew or tell you to hold is neck before I kill you. Can't be be my best man at my wedding or say something stupid like "man look at all the hoes you gonna be missing. I really wish I wasnt writing this to a person who doesn't exist cause Ino the one thing we would have in common is not having common sense..

Friend Zone

People change- " I get that" People grow apart- " I realize that" As the times change people change I wish that wasn't the case. People who I would spend my days with I just don't fuck with and people who use to didn't play close now where closer than ever. At first I thought that they just didn't want to deal with me thats kool but the reason why still leaves a sour taste in my mouth. But friendships works 2 ways and at times I feel like I've out grown them on some levels. Now Im gonna sit here and act like i was the greatest friend cause i wasnt and in some cases I was more of a snake. But thats the past all i can do is work on the relationships I'm dealing with now.

Sorry for tha wait

Sorry for the wait but the king had to take a break. Alot of things have changed in my life and I really havent have the inspiration to write about anything but with the new chapters in my life I feel like time to come out of hibernation and throw some food on the table. Hope yall like.