Remember The Days

2008 I miss those days.. Days when I was really happy. Days when ron was skinny and me and Kha we meet on call of duty and take over. Days When I thought $700 a week was real money. Days when I was the only person in my crew was over 21 and I had to buy liquor for my homies. Days when I was driving a green Lincoln with the sounds in it. Days when I use to think women was women instead of hoes or bitches. Days when my I was rank #13th in 2k9 for a week. Days when I use to ball out at the YMCA. Days when I use to goto eagles training camp with my brothers. Days when I thought nothing could slow me down. Days when I had a low cut with the waves looking like al B sure. Days when I thought 43rd St was the place to be on a Friday night. Days when my mom lived in west park. Days when a 09 dts and a 96 caprice was my dream cars. Days when I was the man to count on. Days when I had my life planned with a girl who I think to this day can't do no wrong. Days when I became a boss and refuse to take a loss.

Never Let Yall down..

Even though people might see me for who i am but in 6 eyes i could never do any wrong and thats why grind my ass of to make sure they'll be well taken care of. As you know I have only have one child but to those who know me personally know I have 3 little ones who owns my heart. When things are at its worse ino I can always count on them to say something that will make me smile or do something that will brighten up my day. A ten year old boy who is awkwardly shy loves everyone and remind me so much of myself you would had thought I had spit him out. My six year old princess that takes no shit from anyone but has the kindest heart and a one year whos still learning the world that can charm anyone with a crack of his smile. I've been bless to help mold these young minds to the leaders of the future. I pray every night that they'll never have to go through the mental stress I went through as a child but God put me in there life so they wont ever have to see that dark side of the world..

Waited

Lets be honest I'm young very attractive good paying job and anyone who knows me know that I love kids. But I would had never thought I would be a young father. Don't get me wrong I love my son he's my world I was even bless to give him my name but I just wish I could had waited a little longer. Does that make me less of a man? Personal no cause all the stuff I knew that was gonna happen happened. What I mean lets see baby mama drama Im not even with my sons mother I only can see him when its convenient for me child support and the list goes on. So I'm wrong for wanting to avoiding this situation? Hell No. But this what happen when you sell someone a dream a big mistake from being a player. Its to late to say I wish I had kept it in my pants only thing I can do now I take care of my responsibility and make the best of it. When I tell people about my situation they be like sign your rights over and I just sit back and laugh cause I'm not that type of person. I hate being a weekend parent I hate that my son will have to "Spend the night" at my house. The dumb shit that could had been avoided only if i waited.