Thursday, October 6, 2011

King Of Hearts

From what i was told i would say am a very handsome guy with great charm (boys have swag am a grown ass man) an know the right words to say to a lady. But am not here to brag about how many women I can have nor to brag about how many i slept with. I just wanna explain my reason for my sexual escapades of my past an how they effect me today (no i do not have any std i repeat DO NOT). I always wasn't this confidant in my self when it came to the ladies and I really don't know when the light turned on for me it just did but after that moment I was a lost cause. There have been many of female to cross my path. Some where here for a season and some are still here for a reason. But I always lived by my code even though i was a hoe still treat them like a lady. Now am just giving away all my secrets but am not into what i was once into an have moved on to bigger and better things. The more I was a gentlemen the more ladies would wanna be around me an just wanna open up an that always lead to one thing sex. At that time that what I was looking for just a quick nut but also some friends to chill with but women are so predictable. I always said the same line when I would first started to talk to a female " I'm not looking for a girlfriend so please don't catch feelings and if you feel like your catching feeling please back off" Not to but the blame on any of my friends but it ALWAYS ended up the same way. They would catch feelings and be rap up into me and at the time I didn't want to hurt anyone feelings so I played along which always lead to someone getting hurt. It's not like I didn't care because I did and still do but at the time they was trying to change me into someone who I wasn't ready to become nore was I ready to slow down from what I was doing and that was being a playa. I call myself the self proclaim king of heart because I feel like I always knew how to treat a lady and which is one of my greatest strengths and is also my biggest weakness because Ino my value on the open market. What do I mean? 9 times outta 10 women will go outta there way to be with a guy who surpass all there expectations of husband material. ALL WOMEN ARE LOOK FOR THERE HUSBAND/ MR. RIGHT and in my studies of dealing with women they will go outta there way to please a man if he fits all those qualities. But women fail to realize they hold the power. Also why would I wanna be with a women if she knows what I'm about and know I'm not looking to settle down and on top of that is letting me have my cake an eat it to without doing the work. She lost the battle already. My point is when women use to accpet that our relationship was only gonna be sex no matter how nice I treat them even if I would spend the night when it was all said and done thats all it would be sex. Know matter what the age or race my game was so tight it was undefeatable and to this day only 1 girl saw through my game and is the one I let get away ( I'll be making a post about that soon). But for now the king has hung up his crown and like I said I'm on to bigger and better things. I've settled down and realize my act affect my relationship/ships today I just hope someone can learn from my mistakes before its to late for them.

3 comments:

  1. Interesting....so does that mean you tell them you love them too just because they feel ..think they feel that way about you?

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  3. i do agree with you however..many times we as women forget that we have the power and just love anything that is different and doesnt treat us like ish...but more than liking something that doesnt treat us baad we have to know our own self worth..

    when a man says he doesnt want to be with you..or is not ready..whatever the case is..believe him..cause u just will end up getting hurt...i personally know i will never again put myself through that..

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